It's the little things.





"Everything else you grow out of, but you never recover from childhood. "



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My name is Ann
I was born a Female
I love awkward situations
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I'm the girl that wants to sail the world, without a paddle. To fly away without wings attached to my back. I'm a free spirit and I have a good heart. I'm the kid thats never picked for kickball, so I decide to sit on the side and draw on the pavement. I try not to get dramatic over things, and just find a better alternate.


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Sunday, February 21, 2010
Looking at this photograph, I was an ugly kid. I was born pretty
though, but then I grew into something that made my insecurities spit up
like a water fountain. I didn't know it at the time, but I was
different. I was born with a tumor in my nose. I didn't mind. I didn't
know it was a tumor, I just thought I had a big nose. I didn't hurt
though, I wasn't aware of how I looked, I was a kid I didn't spend my
times looking in a mirror. Its called a benign tumor. I didn't hurt from
the inside either. I had nose bleeds that could cover all of your bed
sheets and still. The blood still wouldn't have stopped. I never picked
my nose.

When you're four you get a puppy. I got a surgery. It was for my nose. I
remember the gentle doctor sitting there staring dead straight into my
eyes, she asked bubblegum or cherry. I said bubblegum because I don't
like cherry. I don't know what I was picking though. I still wanted
bubblegum. Then I knew what bubblegum meant. Then I fell asleep for
hours.

I woke up. They said it was done. I remember I was in a rolling bed. I
was rolled everywhere and everyone would stare at me like bat eyes in a
forest during nighttime. They were very kind. I wasn't sure what was
going on, but I got a popsicle though. Life was great. The popsicle was
red. I don't think it was cherry because I liked the popsicle. I don't
like cherry.

I didn't go to school for a while. I had this thing on my nose. I looked
funny. I didn't mind. The doctor lady said to let me eat popsicles. I
don't know what popsicles were for. Maybe kids with funny things on
their noses deserved popsicles. I don't know. I liked the popsicles,
they were the rainbow kind. Do they still sell those? Its been more than
a decade. They probably don't because even VHS doesn't exist anymore. I
liked the popsicles a lot, and I liked staying at home. I liked the
rainbow popsicles more than that red popsicle. I still don't think it
was cherry. Maybe the popsicle was orange. I don't remember much. Its
been more than a decade.



Ann [ 7:54 PM ]